AND....so i am today shocked that it is but the last day of April...yet by the end of the year perhaps i will have forgotten this day ever passed through my body bluring it's self deep into my soul, perhaps never having to be recalled unless i find a wood nymph in the dragon pit spinning curly leafs...at some point today...I will today dwell on this month working out if it has been good in all the hours i have trawled through..the weather has been so up and down i cannot recall an April like it temps briefly touching 80F...yet rocking down to scraping ice of my tiny red vans windscreen thinking at each scrape WTF.....April rain showers have not been what they should be..but then again is life...ever....a couple of trips to Nottingham University to visit the small one, the journey over the moors brings that Heathcliffe mode, feeling all sorts of goblins climbing through the car window..laughing farting climbing on my shoulders and whispering rude things quite knowing i am on my best behaviour...it gives one time just to focus that indeed myself is simply one grain of sand on this planet as i passed amongst the moors and open fields..with music pregnantly flowing around the tiny car....
April has bought a small crush for a younger fellow worker..it is perhaps the sign of spring..best to dance around the May Pole and place it back where it belongs...under the stones of lifes rocky road....Love and peace to all whom pass this way...
