November 6th, 2006

Monday 6th November 2006.

It is never easy after all these years for me,myself to stop looking at porn,and to be instructed not to look for a whole week seams impossible but i can report that today i have not opened one journal or porn site so that is the first step,My mistress is away and this time she is serious,not that she was not last time,however her list of tasks must be at least started by the time she arrives home tomorrow.

I am also thankfull that mistress is at least having some rest from trotting around bog land,especially in this the darkest of months,and had a surprise e-mail this afternoon,which was better than the shock of yesterday night when she left one final task..was nice to know that she is thinking about my welfare in her desire for me to serve her for all her wants.