Thursday 2nd November 2006.
There was a time when the year end circle was not quite going to make it in such a familiar shape.There were that many demons copperplating my head,i thought pearly rivets were going to implode,some mornings i was up at two am searching for answers,to something which i had brought on myself, in the vain search for the true domination i crave.
Wandering in the grasslands has not been easy,instead of reaching down to grasp the glimmer of flowers i have stumbled on shimmering in the heat haze,only the coolness of a plastic prism which has become the norm.As a boy,as a youth i was chased,now as an adult i have become the chaser.
But today i think i have come to rest upon something special,if i take great care and nurture and bring forth then the brightness of the flower in the grass lands may well turn out to be real at last.
Wandering in the grasslands has not been easy,instead of reaching down to grasp the glimmer of flowers i have stumbled on shimmering in the heat haze,only the coolness of a plastic prism which has become the norm.As a boy,as a youth i was chased,now as an adult i have become the chaser.
But today i think i have come to rest upon something special,if i take great care and nurture and bring forth then the brightness of the flower in the grass lands may well turn out to be real at last.